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He is the moon and I bask in his light, loyal in the surrounding darkness. I am the air that he breathes, that gives him hope to live on for a better future.


I want you to kiss my:
Forehead and tell me things will be okay,
Cheek and tell me you'll always be here for me,
Ear and tell me all that you still think of me,
Neck and tell me my pulse is slowing,
Back and tell me I am healing,
Chest and tell me my heartbeat sounds as it did the day we met,
Lips and tell me you love me.



Suus Diligo Est A Chain Wrapped Inter Meus Pectus pectoris , EGO Sum Suus Forever , EGO Mos Usquequaque Exsisto Suus. Is Has Pallium Meus Pectus pectoris Quod Meus Animus , EGO Belong Ut Him Exaro Nex. - PainInRedEyes


NOTE: I am no master, I have no master.
However, I am a mistress and I have only one pet and mon aimé..

[J]ordan [A]lexandria
"Garden" ; "Defender of Human Kind"
I am a Heroine. Some call me a slayer, others call me complicated. I am a human who has an affiliation with the darkness. Monsters do not scare me, but I'd prefer not to turn into one. It is true that I am powerful, in the mind just as any other feind but in combat I need weapons. I control the earth by spells which makes me unique, call me Mother Earth; or simply the offspring.
I do have an Incubus as a lover and let that be known. I may be affectionate at times but that is the lioness blood within me. As stubborn as I am, no one can change me unless I accept to new change. Maybe I will become the things I am not, maybe I will become a vampire for the sake of immortality. Maybe; Naw.

.:Random White Girl:. Just taking her place into the world, that is one way to say it. So simple, duh? If you make something like that seem hard, you are just FUDJUCKED!
I am everything, some of you people who call yourselves my friend, are not. Loyalty is something most people don't aquire, nor is compassion. I'm a listener and don't take out grudges on people who may hurt my feeling with words. However, if you ever say anything negative about any of my dead relatives while I'm around, I have no problem taking you down.
I am no average girl. I don't wear make up, I'm a natural beauty. I don't straighten my hair every day because my curles and waves make me who I am. I don't color my hair because my hair color is just right for my hazel eyes.
5'3'' with an average athletic build. I've worked hard for it, believe it or not I was pudgy up until high school. Now I am a shapely woman above and below the waist, what more could I ask for.
I am a 90's girl till I die. I was born in the 90's, I'm very casual, and the music is at my soul. The grunge style, the bands, the hits have captivated my soul and have helpped create who I am today. I know the words to the songs like no other. A true 90's gal will never die; A true 90's person lives on forevermore!♥
I live with goals and no one can stop me. This includes my best musical instrument; My Voice!♥
I believe love is apart of life and its' eternal bliss. You can quote me on this when I want to fall in love with someone forever. I am waiting to find his eyes in a dream, gleaming with pure love for a virgin queen(alias). My stand: "Only Wants A Hand To Hold, Only Wants His Hand. Only The Soft Caresses From His Firm Fingertips, Only The Tender Kisses From His Sweet Lips. Only He Can Make Me Submissive, Only He Can Make Me Whole."
I'm not a one night stander or a friend with benefits. Access to my pants isn't through mind games because I can play too.
Don't get too close, I'm a good shot one way or another. If you can't take the pain, then get out! -points to the door-
Call me crazy? Sure.. but aren't we all.. Without conceeded crazies and people who think they are "normal", this world would be a better place. People like us who know who we are and don't fake it just to seem in the "norm" could really make this world a better place. Done and done!

My voice will live on in the hearts of those who cherish me.

The strums will leave you breathless

The past isn't what keeps me going.

I am a feline at heart, and when I was a kitten I had many heartbreaks.

My love is no longer scared, it is sacred.

If the rain was your love, your passion; I would bathe in it for all eternity.


At my age, most people would not believe how clean I really am. Basically you could say I am Straight Edge. My virginity is a gift and I am not going to waste it on some needy soul. I want my first kiss and all the rest to actually MEAN something. Sure, I can have a very sexual mind, even my voice can play put that doesn't mean I'll open my legs for you. So pull them pants back up and screw a doorknob hole. Another thing, I do not drink, smoke, or take any type of drugs unless it is for a serious medical problem. Happens very rarely. My mother is a nurse so I know a lot and know better. As for smoking, my dad has smoked around me my entire life, even when I have told him I don't like it. I prefer not to be around people when they are smoking. I have a very acute smell for it as well. You cannot pressure me into taking drugs because 1. I know it isn't as fun as you may make it sound, 2. I know the effects so can it, 3. I'm not some stupid insecure little girl who you can bully around. Brownie points for me, no Bully for you.

I'm a hard core gamer, or try to be really. MMORPG's are my thing.. I enjoy a little Mario and Sonic here and there. I enjoy just sitting around and playing games with my closest friends, trying to beat them in shooter or fighting games.
I enjoy using the camera to capture the true beauty of nature. I prefer to be behind the camera, sometimes being in the front is okay. I am not as photogenic as I seem.
Photoshopping is my thing when it comes to RP or anything else.... I've been told I am bad ass... All the pictures here with names, except for the people protecting me, I edited. I like to show I have an artistic gift, and was lucky to have one.
Reading is the bomb, romance and horrors are my turn on when the lights are up. Too many books, series, and notes to remember.
Why not movies or shows.. right? Horror mainly, comedy sub. Blood and gore, suspense and weapons, think someone got some tonight. I did, my eyes were full of complete o'g'sms.. Like a mind blowing bullet.
Music is my life, my love, my eternal youth...(Like huh?) But seriously, Rock and Techno/Transe are sweet bliss. I love violin play in rock, Freakin' Awesome!!! I enjoy singing, and am looking forward to playign the violin in the future. Since music is a type of art, I am lucky to have this talent.
I'm a txting freak, I do it all the time. I've been caught a couple times in class but that is no big thing... I'm so fast I blow the wrinkles of the elderly into smoothness.
Sports.. Ahh.. the apple of my eye? Naw.. I've just played them since I was little... From favorite to least: Soccer, Volleyball, Softball.. In soccer I have played ever position, and I mean EVERY position, from Goalie to Forward. And really, that is no brag. I head balls like a whore. Hell, 200 ft. in the air? I'd do it. It gives me a rush like no other, I miss that addiction.

If I were really an angel, well.. you fill in the blanks.

I am a teacher, of no subject that can be tutored in school.

I don't share my bed with strangers.

I have my boundries, do not cross them.

With this dark love, a simple touch means entirely so much.

I am here to lend a hand.


Coming from a background of domestic abuse, I absolutely dislike anyone who uses any form of abuse. Mental/Physical. It is down right degrading that humanity forms into something such as this. Also, abuse on animals is definetely wrong in my book. Creaturs are just like people, they have souls and have feeling. They have the right to live on, make families. Hurting them is worse than abuse to another human being because they trust you and are more scared of you. They can't call for help when they are hurt like us.
Using mind games to manipulate people is a No-No. Especially if one is doing it to someone who is very insecure.
Adding, racism does not belong in my life. As a mutt of mixed blood I will not accept it. Also, I don't enjoy listening to people steryo-typing.
Rap is the most degrading form of music I have ever heard in my life. Sure the beats can be okay, but the lyrics are like pure torcher. No offense to those who enjoy rap.
Rape and torcher, anyone who can do shit like that are just fucked up.. Period.
People who cheat on their signifigant others, lovers, are people who think theu can do anything and never care. Thinking, Oh, I can do this, and if I don't get caught it's okay. No, it is not okay. You betray the trust of the person you are with. Quite frankly, cheaters should just be prostitutes because they can't do anything else better then fuck with people.
All those people who abuse the internet are just fudjucked up. Hackers, hell, I feel so bad for the people who have to deal with it. Hackers are just bullies, they need to get put in the slammer!